its so late...

its so late and i just remembered i have to write in this thing! well finally spring break is here...and i LOVE being home. im going to type this lazily so there will be no capital letters and none of that just because i don't feel like it and because it is almost 4 am. i live my at my friend rachel's house when i come home and im on her computer...she is sleeping right next to me and i feel bad because i think my typing is waking her up...so i am trying to type quietly hahaha! well i LOVE being home. i mean it is kind of boring...everyone's spring breaks are different so not many people are home, but i just love to be back in the home town area, and just staying in a house and not a small dorm. honestly i cant wait for summer. i love living at school and im going to miss it, but im sick of going to class. haha. i guess i better get used to it cuz im sure ill be in school for a lottttt longer. i have to work A LOT this week, so its not much of a spring break for me. i had 2day off and it was SOOO nice outside. it was like 60 degrees! i loved it. in new news, my ex boyfriend randomly appeared back into my life yesterday(saturday) by showing up at my work. he came to show me his new crotch rocket that he just bought. i hadnt talked to him in over a month...and i was doing good not talking to him because when i do talk to him i miss him. well then 2day he came over to my friend rachels to show her his bike as well, and we all hung out for a bit and it just made me miss him so much. so 2nite has just been crappy, cuz i cant stop thinking about him. UGHHH i hate guys. it sounds like im being dramatic about it, but i hate being alone. i actually just got off the phone with my ex ex ex bf, he was like my first love. we were the best of friends...and its good to still talk to him. he always makes me feel better. I'll tell ya about my weekend really quick then im heading to bed....Friday night i worked and then went out to a hookah bar with some old friends i hadnt seen in forever! they go to central and michigan state so we had an awesome time catching up on things. then we went back to my friend josh's house and sat in his hot tub. it was fun. saturday i worked as well and then went out with my friend amanda for a bit...we had a good time. i slept in 2day and it felt awesome. my friend rachel(the girl i live with when im home) just came back from FLORIDA today (i hate her for being able to go the Florida) so i hung out with her for a while and my ex boyfriend...then i went to the movies with my friend Aleks from school. We seen 16 blocks...it was pretty good. Well I'll write more 2morrow, i just hope i remember!!